benda ni sume manusia ade termasukla aku...but for me i still can control those feeling... kadang2 aku rase yg lain dpt lebih dr aku sedangkan aku yg bersusah payah kene usaha ...for example, aku study takde la bersungguh sgt tp memang aku concentrate bile result kuar...not bad... tp bile dpt offer msk u....dpt same course dgn bdk yg study light2 and result cukup makan... but still kat u aku kawan baik dgn bdk tu and tlg la jugak die dlm study but stil die tak nak usaha nak majukan diri...bile menari pulak...sentiasa aku yg salah eventhough aku buat yg paling btol...nak buat mcm mane penari yg lain sume jantan and me...just cukup makan je...sedangkan sesetengah dancers lain memang tak bleh menari lgsg... but stil koreografer tu suke...tak tau la ape yg die nak...but stil aku g menari walaupun aku tau...aku takkan maju ke tahap yg lg tinggi kat situ and still aku tolg koreografer tu in certain area and he takes the credit...lg atu benda...kawan2...kadang2 tak paham...aku ade sorang kawan kononnye berlaki...aku tak kisah...lantak p la...tp jgn la smpi menyusahkan org lain...bile nak pinjam moto kat aku...aku bg...tp kalo 10 kali die mintak sekali aku tak bg...die kate aku jahat...jealous kat die yg bahagia...memang tak sedar diri...padahal jntn tu cume nak kikis duit die...die keje penat2 duit bg kat jntn...itu yg die kate jntn tu syg kat die????die dpt gaji jntn tu suruh die belikan handphone and streamyx....itu yg die kate jntn tu caring????kerana jntn tu die pakse mak die belikan moto????itu yg die kate die baik....sorryla...kalo mcm tu aku pon bleh kate aku terlampau baik utk idup berkawan dgn die....
life can be competitive but if others won't help or defeat us then it's not right for us to blame them for being jealous because sometimes we have to endure all the obstacles ourselves and still make friend with those people therefore we can control the feeling and INSYA'ALLAH we'll be fine.....because ALLAH is where we should seek for help and ALLAH will never abandon his slave..
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